Sunday, December 27, 2009

Three photos of the day : Sensual Portraits and "f - eleven" photography book



Model: Miss A., Film: Fuji 160
Style: Editorial Fashion + Sensual / Erotic Portraits
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I have a lot to say...
but at times
silence
is the best expression of moments
and this particular moment
is hanged, drawn and quartered in a deafening quite corner
where the friction of my finger tips on these blank papers
is the only tune
my heart can endure
and nothing else
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство
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PS. Please consider purchasing "f - eleven" photography book before December 31st of 2009 so you can take advantage of the promo codes ($10 off) and save while the 100% of the profit goes towards "Friends Without A Border" charity...
to see and order this book:
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Friday, December 25, 2009

f - eleven : a very diverse and fascinating photography book dedicated to a worthy cause

cover photo by Dave Rudin


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f-11 or f-eleven is a private photography group.
f - eleven books: http://f-elevenbooks.com/

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This is a rather fascinating collection of photographs made by a group of unique and talented photographers.

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All of the profits of the book sales would be donated to "Friends Without a Border" charity.

to order the book:

http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1109957

the full preview:

http://www.blurb.com/books/1109957

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The promo codes to buy the book with $10.00 off (till the end of December 31)

the promo code must match currency used.

Orders from the US (using US $): GREATGIFT
Orders from UK (using UK £): GREATGIFT2
Orders from EU (using EU €): GREATGIFT3
Orders from AU (using AUD $): GREATGIFT4

Over 260 images
20 photographers
160 pages (premium paper)
8" x 10" (landscape style)

Designed & Edited by WOLF189

featuring the following photographers:

Brooks Ayola ( Polaroid nude portraits )
Ralph Barker ( fine art landscape + still life )
Kincaid Blackwood ( erotic portraits )
Mariah Carle ( fashion + portrait )
Matthew Cherry ( fine art night photography )
Nicole Jaja ( travel + candid portraits )
Leo Lam ( editorial fashion )
Dave Levingston ( fine art nude in nature )
Brooke Lynne ( experimental nude )
Darryl Martin ( fine art thematic portraits )
Ken Mierzwa ( documentary punk rock portraits )
D. Brian Nelson ( personal work )
Trish Noble ( erotic portraits )
Keith Allen Phillips ( fine art fetish portraits )
Collin J. Rae ( fetish + erotic portraits )
Sarah Robertson ( personal work )
Dave Rudin ( fine art nude + travel )
Susan Michele Smith ( fetish+erotic portraits )
Kim Melia von Seidl ( candid portraits+erotic portraits )
Wolf189 ( editorial fashion + erotic portraits )

Also appearing or indirectly participating in the book:

Siouxsie Sioux ( Siouxsie & the Banshees),
Nick Cave ( The Birthday Party, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds ),
Peter Murphy (Bauhaus),
Daniel Ash (Bauhaus),
Henry Rollins (Black Flag) ,
DJ Scary Lady Sarah,
Aria Giovanni , Celeste Star,
Eric Kroll, Sez G.,
Darya Tsaruk @ ModelOne ,
Yuliya @ Elite Hong Kong,
Jemme @ FORD Models,
Brittany Vipond, Scar, Sarah Ellis,
Marell Kull, Fiona Jacob, Tiana Piranha,
Carly Champagne, Kat Love, Leona Anne ,
Acid PopTart, Roseann Kuberski, Becca Hope Ford,
Noelle Elise, Kelsey Dylan , Virginia Red,
Susan Church, Peter Camarena, Engel Schrei,
Mikki, Erin N., Renée, Krystal,
Belky, Lindy, Crash, Ken Doo,
Buddha Ayuttaya, Kess, _G_ , Hessica,
Rachel, Chrystyne,

Few of the Locations:
Tokyo Japan, Nikko Japan, Nara Japan, Luang Namtha Laos, Samye Monastery, Tibet, Thailand, Hoover Dam, Colorado, Las Vegas, Palms Hotel, Nevada, Manhattan Beach, Santa Cruz, California

* "Friends Without A Border" is committed to improving the health and well being of the children of Cambodia by providing quality medical care, extensive outreach and crucial medical education through Angkor Hospital for Children.

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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Friday, December 18, 2009

Three photos of the day : a dreamland with no name



Model: Miss N., Film Ilford B/W 3200
Style: Romantic/Sensual Nude Portrait
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your dream
was nothing but my dream
my dream was nothing
but yours
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dream on baby
as you are dreaming
for me too
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lost in this dreamland
all those shapes
and textures
all those elements
and beings
have lost their names too
and what is left
is just a feeling
so deep
it hurts to face
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there are no needs for names
there are no needs for titles
there are no needs for goals
as long as there is you
the nameless dream
the princess of this dreamland with no name
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Photo Exhibition in Michelle7 : "stories of a Muse: chapter 8 "



Model: Brittany V., Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Fine Art Nude + Editorial Fashion Portraits
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"stories of a MUSE" is a book project based on my numerous photo sessions with talented and beautiful Miss Brittany V. We did many sessions during 3-4 years in various locations and in various styles, from portrait and editorial fashion to fine art nude and even documentary.
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The exhibited photos in this issue of Michelle7 are 10 portraits in fine art nude style that would fall in chapter 8 of this book project.
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You can view the full story of " stories of a MUSE: chapter 8 " in Michelle7 , December issue:
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This is my 4th photo exhibition with Michelle7.
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Friday, December 4, 2009

180 Magazine: "Jemme, 33 Floors up"

Model: Miss J, Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Sensual Portraits.
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A new 10 page photo exhibition in 180 Magazine called "Jemme, 33 Floors up":
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This is my 8th photo exhibition at 180 Magazine...here is a link to all 8 of them:
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Three photos of the day : a frozen lake on fire



Model: Miss C., Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Sensual/Glamour Portrait
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I said it's not over
till it's over
let me see the clouds hanging over you
I closed my eyes
drifting in your world
in your sky ( was it dark or bright? oh it was so very dark)
as the citizen shadow
following every thought of yours
(I couldn't help it
I had to do it)
you held my hand tight (or was it me?)
secretly
I sensed how lonesome you were all the time
my heart broke in pieces
tender nights were gone, before they ever got here
I thought
maybe it's over before it even had a chance to start
I thought
there goes my baby (was she ever my baby? maybe not)
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I said come closer
you leaned on me, your face buried in my chest
your world became mine
in that moment
while we were floating in the air
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my beautiful dreamer
you are free
go away, do whatever you want to do
you'll have a warm heart waiting for you
right here with an impression of your face
tattooed on it, igniting a fire for you
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I never told you those words
I wonder if you understood them
from the rhythm of my heart beats
or from the shivering of my finger tips
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it is burning hot
under this chest
in the middle of this cold season
in the middle of this frozen lake
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, November 21, 2009

"21 grams of dust", a poetry, photography and painting book

Model on the cover: Miss A. , Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion / Fine Art Nude / Erotic / Portraits
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A collection of poetry, photographs and paintings are in this small book.
It is including a few of my own favorite photographs.
This is a rather personal book.
I hope you enjoy it.
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size: 7" x 7"
80 pages (on premium paper)
50 photographs
37 poems
8 paintings

to order the book:
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/976788
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the full preview:
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Four photos of the day : bullet holes on the walls




Model: Miss S., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Erotic / Nude Portrait
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bring out the flowers
let the old women
follow the candles
sensing the cold of streets
with their knees
let them pray
let them wish
let them cry out of fears
the road to heaven or hell
is different to each
live to your own
and
...... let them live
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darkness falls
blanket covers their faces
bullet holes
read like Braille on the walls
writing a poetry of sadness and torture
trying to keep the history alive
and these hurt bodies
have been thrown away
just like the old broken used up dolls

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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Three photos of the day : the wrath of her kind dream



Model: Miss S., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Sensual, Erotic, Nude, Editorial Portraits

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the emerging dead worlds
(the one livings pretend to live
and the one, the dead pretend to rule),
had no chance to survive
to stand tall
to defy her sweet dreams
they (those black lands of misery)
were like windmills made of shell of woods
begging for a sudden destruction
instead of a painful disintegration into nothingness
in the hands of the tornado of her imagination
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yes
it was time for revenge
not that her little red heart
crave for such thing
but because this revenge
unlike any other one
is as giving as the mythical stories told
by grandparents on cold winter nights
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so she closed her eyes
and allowed her kind wrath
to simply destroy
everything and anything
that saddens children
that bothers pure souls
that separate lovers
that kill innocents
that manipulate smiles
that abuses nature
that burn the flowers
that dries out rivers
that create wars
that rewards greed
that hurt friendships
that .......
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she closed her eyes
and immediately started the fight
with this deep urge
with this desire
for keeping them closed forever
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16 months, 8 days, 22 hours and 36 minutes later
she opened her eyes
ready to face
reality
this time armed with the magical power of hope
drowned in the syrup of content
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Monday, November 9, 2009

Photo of the day : an invisible lover

Model: Miss T., Film: Ilford 100
Style: Editorial Fashion Portrait

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I won't be forced out of your life
not even for my own sake
I am there
I'll stay there
I'll breathe, observe, live, listen, make love, become invisible
all in there, with you
I'll try to protect you
not only in there but anywhere
and I'll become one with you
when there becomes a fiery mistreat
the significance of punishment
when nobody stays
when nobody understands
I'll be still hanging in there
so tirelessly
so completely
hurting, bleeding and all
day can becomes night
night can becomes day
day can becomes month
month can becomes year
and a spark of true happiness in your eyes
could become heaven
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Friday, November 6, 2009

Two photos of the day : and she kissed me


Model: Miss C., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Sensual Editorial Fashion Portrait



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I couldn't help
to imagine her
walking beside me on that day
(oh the anarchy)
It was difficult for me
to imagine myself
fantasizing about that too
but
time and energy changes everything
or is it called chemistry?
(oh not now)
breathing rather heavily
yet quietly
I was masking it with a large smile
as wide as the history of man kind
no I was not prone to have fantasies
I enjoy the reality
no matter how unpleasant it could be at times
it might taste like a three day old cup of cold coffee
or a sip of potion made of poison hemlock
and yet
you can appreciate it much more
as its flickering light
shines through like the north star
after the sun sets
right when you need it
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I couldn't help myself
to imagine her
immersed in the waters of a crystal clear lake
stretched naked
looking at me
so calmly yet passionately
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(stop it now)
time to leave
it's the end of another story
with no definite ending
just like the real version of life
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I wonder if cursing the heavens
with an obvious futility
could help me to handle this
or that,
just a little easier
(oh not again, you know that you are not good at cursing)
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leaping off of a building
is not the answer
nor eating as much as Buddha ate
at the end of his life
because let's be honest
he probably was an emotional eater
no matter how peaceful and center he was in life
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what was the root of this desire?
just an animal instinct?
to be accepted?
to be wanted?
to be loved?
or was this
a real deal?
(the real deal he says!)
what is this real deal?
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time was up
I had to move on
a self made timer was ringing as loud as ...well very loud
I probably would never know
or would I?
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right
then
she kissed me
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Two photos of the day : you are beautiful

Model: Miss S., Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Nude + Sensual Portrait
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let me tell you something about you
you were born on day time or night
your mother was a woman
even if you never saw her again
or if you are still living with her
your father was a man
even if he was just a sperm donor
or if he is still balancing your check book
(if you have a check book)
let me venture a guess
that you cried when you were born
even if not right then
perhaps later
because life makes sure of that
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you fell in love one day
or you thought you did
it could be with yourself
it could be with the idea of love
the guy or the girl in the movies or magazines
or your neighbour, coworkers, the soup kitchen server , the princess
or even your distant cousin (!)
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you hated something or some one
it could be because of your insecurities
or theirs
or both
as well as the rest of the world
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you were kind at times
you were cruel at others
you were celebrated in something
drawing, painting, running, pickpocketing
bullying, talking,
being a victim, singing in your church choir or rock band
drinking or drug use or cooking
crying out loud or making people laugh
or maybe even writing
you were noticed for something
and that made you feel good
so you kept at it
even if it was wrong for you
or others
because what else you could do?
and who can say what is wrong anyway?
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you are beautiful
if you are fat or skinny
if you are bald or dirty

if you are a freak or the definition of boring

if you are sick or healthy
if you are sixteen or ninety
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you probably are beautiful

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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Photo of the day : tasting the paradise

Model: Miss T., Film: Fuji 160 PRO
Style: Sensual Modern Editorial Fashion
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the last time
I fell out of time
there was nowhere to go
there was nothing to do
(and there was no need to go anywhere
there was no want to do anything)
but secretly to die in your arms
maybe not in your arms
perhaps while touching them with my finger tips
in the thirst of experiencing an earthy realization of paradise
and you smiled
at me
and
there
it
was
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Two photos of the day : a road to those eyes


Model: Miss J., Films: Ilford 400, Fuji PRO 160
Style: Editorial Fashion Portrait
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there is a road to those eyes
there is a sense of depth
there is a feeling of detachment
and yet a potential harmony
there is her pulse, her shattered skin, her beautiful imagination
there is her pain
there is a moment that nothing else matters but her presence
there is a story written in the small of her back
there is a story in the taste of the sign hidden behind her ear
there is her, in a freezing night filling time with memories
or illusions, or with strangers with empty eyes
there is she, walking tall, painting the walls of hell
with colors of hope
one inch at a time
there is her smell..a scent of reality, wet skin, explosion of desire
there is her, the mysterious yet open silhouette
capturing my imaginations
so effortlessly
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство
PS. I am against smoking.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Two photos of the day : lingerie in woods and 100 years in solitude


Model: Miss M., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Glamour / Sensual Portrait
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this certain mood
comes and goes away
like a windy fall day
like the reflection of fire works
in the eyes of children
but never completely
oh no...not that way
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"oh would you love me
ever?
I can wait"
oh the minutes are too long
and the life too short
and my patience
is nothing more than cherishing this inability
in my own way
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"would you cry over me?"
I would my darling
for a hundred years
in solitude
just like the book
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"would you ever love again?"
it is you and you
it is I and me
there is no other way to see
there is no other way to live
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"Would you ever be over me?"
why would I want to?
there are no magic words
to open the gates to a magic world
even if they would be seemingly wide open
with lots of promises and hope
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, October 24, 2009

"live...love...SMILE", a photography book



Models: Miss SH., Miss S. and Miss J.,
Films: Ilford 100 and 400 and Fuji Pro 160
Styles: Nude + Editorial + Sensual + Candid Portraits
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"live...love...SMILE"
"a collection of happy candid portraits"
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...is simply that...a collection of the happy moments that people (in this case models) allow their masks fall along any kind of defense mechanism...when a pure human connection might have a chance to be developed worthy of remembrance for a long time.
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...cherishing the unspoken friendships....
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I remember I read somewhere that Mozart used to create his happiest works during his darkest times...not always but often enough so we can come to such conclusion and detect a trend.
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I avoid being that dramatic.
Pain is just another way to feel and if everything was always oh so wonderful, then this life would be oh so very boring too.
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Those happy moments, are perhaps some of my most precious belongings as they can not be stolen or destroyed. They are forever. They live with no dependency on me. They are free to be.
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I would like to thank all the lovely models and dear friends who have helped me greatly during years...not only by participating in projects but also for their encouraging words and support.
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I have to thank Mr. Dave L. for suggesting the title...for some reason it brought the whole thing home. I also would like to thank f11 who have helped me in various steps of this journey.
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Here you can have a look at a preview of the book:
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and a bit more information about it:
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118 pages
148+ photos
75 models
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Images in the book vary between pure candid shots to happy moments during fashion, portrait, nude or even erotic photo sessions.
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Three photos of the day : she flew away...in her long boots



Model: Miss K., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion
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and she flew away
with no warning
no announcements
no plans
no destination
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I have left with nothing
but all the bitter sweets of
her mysteries
her love
and her miscommunication
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this shall not pass
as this is here to stay
just like everything else
with little hope for any other interpretation
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Three photos of the day : an antique camera a nude body, horseradish vodka and a bloody shashka



Model: Miss L., Film: Ilford 3200
Style: Editorial Fashion, Nude Portrait
Camera: Canon Demi made in 1963
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pass me the horseradish vodka
oh no... not the shot glass
give me the bottle
as I need to pretend
that I can get drunk
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let's talk philosophy
do you exist?
oh who cares...
after all, these moments don't exist
themselves
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tell me about Siberia, grandpa
your green horse
your golden guns
the bloody shashka*
your pain
sing me that song again
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a lot has changed
and yet
not much has changed
just like motion pictures
being reflected on the walls of this dark cave
the pictures are evolving into abstract shapes
yet the cold wall
will stand there
forever
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство
* Shashka : Sword

Monday, October 12, 2009

Photo of the day : a naive state of mind and nude editorial fashion

Model: Lovely Ukrainian Model Miss L., Film: Ilford B/W400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Subtle Erotic / Nude Portrait
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as she crept upon me
I was defenseless
lying down there, waiting
with a naive happy stare
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I had no way to conceal
the fire of excitement
radiating from my skin
with this bright face
with this simple mind
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the unfolding story
has already begun
and I am nothing more than a character in it
with a future known to everybody
but me
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as dawn breaks info halves
and smooth waves shape
my old memories
into a million year old fossil
I am still waiting
for her to come
to grace my being
with her untold passion
still lying down here
with stars in my eyes
and a fire in my heart
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Three photos of the day : an endless nudity in her car



Model: Nude Miss B. in her long boots, Film: Ilford B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion + Subtle Erotic Portraits
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nothing ever ends
as the rain drops
never reach the hot surface
of this volcano
and yet their yearnings
continue forever
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it hurts
the dwelling on the joyful moments
as they go towards a limitless
horizon
where sun meets moon
on neutral grounds
trying to make peace
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the death of angel of death
is no more ironic
than singing a happy birthday song
to god
as if "time" has a meaning
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create me so I can recreate you
believe in me so I can fall in you
fantasize me so I can become your fantasy
shatter me, if you dare, so I can become many
...................................... and not only for you
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Three photos of the day : I read everything while she wore black lingerie


Model: Miss J., Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Editorial Portraits with a hint of Fashion
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I read everything
as her life opens up
like a little magic box
full of surprises
few good and a few not as much
but all honest
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today I tried to remember
the happiest moments of my life
the red little bicycle?
the first soccer game?
the first kiss?
the first time I made love?
the first time I fell in love?
the first Mathematics award?
the first drawing I made and I was proud of?
the first photograph I took at night?
a pat of approval on my shoulder?
the first road trip alone?
the first time on the top of the Eiffel tower?
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No
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meaningless badges for partial memories
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the happiest moments?
they don't exist
as I can't remember them really
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perhaps the happiest moments I have had
are not in my own memories
but in others'
if I am lucky
carrying a grandmother's heavy basket
listening to a friend
saving one's life
forgiving an enemy
making light of an embarrassing moment
sharing a little joke in a dark day
perhaps
I don't exist without those events
perhaps
I am not important
perhaps
that makes it easier to walk away
as I am not the safe keeper of those memories
as I might be lucky enough
that few others make an abstract picture
of it, using their little puzzle pieces
and all I can do is
to offer them few more pieces
before the time is up
before it's time to go
freely
just few more pieces
which are not about me
but only about them
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Two photos of the day : A sinking Island and a Russian Model / Clothing Designer


Model: Miss A., Russian Model / Clothing Designer
Film: Kodak B/W 400
Style: Editorial Fashion / Subtle Fetish Portraits
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my roots are rotten
my roots are like a rusty image
of a misplaced trust
buried in the sands
of this dried out ocean
.
there are no excuses
to stay
nowhere
and yet they are no urges
to go
anywhere
.
the day could go as long as a lifetime
or as quick as a happy moment
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my ancient heart
laughs at my face
and the profound pain that it projects
unto the world
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let the ceremony begin
let the despair of departure
put its weight
on my deserted shoulders
.
my solitude
while standing alone in the middle of millions
causes no desire for bitter revenges
nor a drunken savagery
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this little sinking island
has no regrets
and it has forgiven them all
and it has forgiven himself
with no hunger nor expectations in return
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Photo of the day : present and a southern showgirl in her dressing room

Model: Miss A., a showgirl, dancer, singer and impersonator,
Film: Ilford 100
Style: Documentary Portrait + Nude Sensual Portrait
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anticipation
of an unwritten life
most likely
will end up with dissatisfaction
misery
and sadness
while
cherishing the moments
of now
while they might be bitter
or sweet
bleak or bright
is more real
than any nostalgia of the past
or all of the day dreams
made of future
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Three photos of the day : I want you the red hair Danish Showgirl



Model: Sexy Miss T., Film: Ektar 100
Style: Editorial Fashion / Sensual Nude Portrait
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I want you
I want your red shadows
.................... building a home in the golden fields
I want your sorrows
I want your happiness
............ your clever sense of humor
............ your honest insecurities
............ your hidden pride
............ your beautiful smile
............ your open kind heart
I want the secret code
........ to your past, present and future
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I
want
you
as
you
are
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Cheers
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Wolf189
Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Phoenix, NYC
волк189 фотография
портрет, чувственный, изобразительное искусство